I haven’t written here for a long time. This long time nothing has changed dramatically in my life. I had some disappointments in different aspects and I guess they had led my to write again and express my feelings publicly in hoping it would do change me, if only a tiny bit…
First, I have been kicked out of university. As bluntly as it sounds. I have failed 2 courses for the 2nd time. Why have I failed? this is for another post. The problem is complex and it seems that there is not even a single staff member who sees it from my perspective. I knew the rules. I have nothing against them. I didn’t even plead to be given another chance. I only asked if it possible to return in the 2nd semester to study. I was denied.
Second, for the past 2 months or so I have stayed at home searching for a job (not so seriously…) and have done some things that I wanted to do for a long time. In the past 6 years I have been leaving in different apartments that I shared with different people. Usually I’m the more responsible kind of guy for cleaning and tidiness. This is the way I am. I’m doing things so I can live the way I want. Of course my flat mates benefit from it also but I have never asked anything in return. a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g. I’m doing thing for the sake of giving. I’m a last of my kind… I know. The only thing I wish to be given in return is something which people may seem very small and unimportant but for me it is a huge thing. I don’t need it many times a day. Every now and then would suffice. the thing is that I’d like to hear the words “Thanks You!”. Nothing more. These two words can make me a happy man. Even “Thanks” would be enough to make me smile.
Let’s start a “Pass it forward” game. Start to say “Thank You!” more often.
I start:
Thank you for reading this!
